There are too many fails to write about. I'm back in the "wish I am you" stage and wanting to be someone else all for the taste of success and happiness. I'm not a good person, and will be forever inferior. There's always going to be something wrong and I'll always be so many steps behind because I'm an ugly, idiot girl.
I read and obsess over literature too much. I rely on the comfort and self-esteem boost I get from reading, then re-reading the same lines again, believing every word and associating it to my life and relationships. Particularly Sonnet 130 by Shakespeare... I can't keep relying on it just to feel better nor is it healthy to link "fiction" with "truth" all the time.
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